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plastic.. i know how you really are.. small talk.. the part that bugs me the most.. so don't bother; i know i won't.. and besides, there was this one line which really bothered me.. i don't know if it was just you being the insensitive person you really are, or if you were just too stupid to realize how shallow those words made you seem; but who cares.. i won't expect anything from you anymore..
the part that sucks is how inferior i feel; as if i'm not good enough.. maybe that is the case..
why the fuck do i care anyway..?
maybe you can do your "imitation" of the faggot that i supposedly am at a party or another event, because it seems so amusing to you; but nahh, forget it.. you'll be lucky to get even a smile from gary lising.. funny..
i'm going to bed now.. i hope i don't get any of those gay wet dreams.. right..
and its not like i have much to look forward to next school year anyway.. dont get me wrong, im real happy to still be in ateneo; its that over any other.. but with all the free time i have now, i cant help but think of what itd be like having to go through classes, seriously studying for tests, doing homework and papers on time, putting up with people i seriously dislike because arash wont be there (he's dumber than me kasi) - that'll suck..
so now its got me thinking, i should be out soaking rays and getting high, coz im one of the few lucky bitches who dont have summer class.. but then again, its not like i have a choice.. there are still some trust issues daw..
lesson learned..?
see, malls are cool, most of the time, right? i like going to shang, galle, mega, etc.. to hang out, plus i like buying shit.. but buying shit isn't always a pleasant experience.. despite having to put up with the pushy, dirty people of mega or cubao, you also have those fucking salespeople to deal with as well..
stupid salespeople.. if they weren't so annoyingly incompetent, malls would make a much larger fortune than they do now..
reasons to hate them :
- some are too helpful; they look over your shoulder, constantly asking you what you want without you even getting to look around the store.. i mean, you just get there, you wanna look at stuff, then they start going "sir, may size kami nyan, bagong labas lang 'ho" or "maganda yan sir, bagay sa inyo".. talk about scripted work ethic..
- then you get the masungit ones as well.. you finally see something you like, after searching for a long time, walking in and out of stores, your're tired, right? but when you ask for stock in your size, it's like they can't be bothered to look, like it's such a fucking hassle for them.. they don't even sound sorry when they can't find what you want in the stock room.. as if they aren't paid to help us out.. pieces of shit, that's what they are..
- then you get the highly inefficient ones, those who have no idea what they're doing, like they were hired with no qualifications whatsoever for the job they're supposed to do.. you usually see people like this in hardware or computer stores, you ask about something like a cd, and they have no idea what you're talking about, so they say they don't have it.. and you have the baggers in supermarkets too, always taking their time as if the lines weren't so fucking long..
- and finally, you have the fucking department store clerks.. they're everywhere, usually in bunches because they're busy making chismis with each other.. fucking gossips.. they seem to care more about the amount of make-up they have on than anything else..
yeah, im sure you've all encountered this in your regular trips to the local mall, i know i do everytime.. but there was this one particular incident though where i remember getting real pissed at an employee.. we went to makro in cubao.. got down in the fucking heat of the parking lot, and when we get to the entrance, the guard tells my mom to leave her handbag at the baggage counter.. of course we all go, "it's a handbag, you can't expect her to leave it in the counter", but then the guard goes, "ma'am, mashado 'ho malaki e, may size regulations kami", and despite our reasoning, he still refused to hear us out.. fucking stupid is what it was.. common sense would tell you that a handbag is a handbag, it's where every girl or woman leaves her most important valuables, because their pocket cant hold 'em.. that guard's complete lack of logic irritated me so much that i told my folks that we should just go, without even setting foot on a single aisle.. i refused to enter a place where they have guards who consider handbags as a threat to public welfare.. fucking asswipe.. it just goes to show you that even though some filipino's do take their jobs seriously, they still manage to find ways to mess things up..
one of these days, it will get to the point where i will want to get whoever the fuck fired.. i will call the manager.. i'll complain my ass off, until i get an apology from everyone in the store.. but an apology won't cut it.. no way.. i want to get the satisfaction of shaming those peons, and showing them how inferior they actually are.. they work for me.. pieces of shit..
so ive been going through this mood shit lately, others noticed rin.. i know why of course.. i just say i dont coz its stupid, and people dont need to know - yet.. stupid month.. i just hope something good comes off all this, ive invested a lot na as far as im concerned, but its not too late to hold back though;
You never know, homie
Might meet some hoes homie
You need to pump your brakes and drive slow, homie
Drive slow, homie" (Kanye West)